I fell sick.. Bad day for me huh. My whole body was aching and hot (I'm not sexy babe), and I totally couldn't focus during the GP consultation today (wth gp consult what crap?). Zzz. Luckily I feel much better now. Didn't take panadol though, I hate panadols. Lol.

Today was a boring day.. My computer's graphic card driver screwed up, I was trying to use some modding programme to install a newer version of the driver in the end ended up screwing up, now I lost the driver. -.- And I can't download it from hp.com for some unknown reason.

So now I'm like lifeless, doing nothing and nothing. But hey, nothing is something, so I am doing something called nothing. Does it make sense? I bet it doesn't. -.-

Really need to start working on my blocks. Promos are to promote you but blocks are here to block you. xP And I was still playing some 三国无双 game hahaha.

Actually I found out that I am like isolating myself.
I am creating a barrier that prevents communication.
Maybe I just need to open up more.
But well, emo-ing is still good.
It helps a lot in relieving stress.
When you think about the happy times
Your stress gets away. Haha.

CANTARE~ It was super nice. We were really quite good (= Calme was quite ok, and Jaakobin was off-tune but that doesn't matter =P Jap game was really fun! It's just nice wohoho! And Jason was so cool in the acappella group~

Okay I shouldn't be so high~ But the concert was really successful. Really glad to have such a nice nice concert in Esplanade. (1st time performin' there ok!)

And I got to wake up at 7+ for that stupid physics lecture. -.- Woke up at 7.45 and managed to make it in time. (Boarding school mah hehehe) Went through the whole morning of sianness and at nite lots of stuff happened~

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Woohoo I passed MAX 300 with an A! Super high~ It was really a surprise to me also. Now I know how to dance through all these streams le. Just relax and don't use too much energy on the easy parts. (= Anyway I still can't A HDV, so maybe I'll just leave it aside first. Now what's the next song, Maxx Unlimited? SIAO AH boy, it's freaking hard. I would rather try Legend of Max but too many jumps -.- Sure die one. Today fail Super-Max-Me-Mix again sianz. Guess I really needa work on my jumps (for these 300++bpm -.-) But I can do the stream behind kay! Haha.
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ACJC concert was kinda boring to me. They have a lot of slow songs (guess they are professional at that), and they were nice; but too few fast songs made me wanna sleep~ But I really liked the 2nd last song (non-encore last song); it's really nice. (=

I'm just kinda dead by the moment.
___ was very ______ today.
And I didn't even have the courage.
I just felt so useless.
Really, I must put aside all these feelings..
It's kinda dragging me on at every moment
My thoughts will just go there everytime..
Sigh. Someone tell me what to do? Haha.

I think I really like her more than I could have imagined.

DDR - Some things that made me happy and sad. The sad thing is that I still can't get A after 3 tries on HDV! And one of 'em was like accidentally 2x on a 360bpm song -.- fail la of course. But I'm getting nearer to A. Its now 79k. Try la. But well my first AA! It's on Love Love Shine =P and a full combo AA also. (=

People, its today that matters. Don't think about all the unhappiness on Saturday or the days before, it's just today. We can make it, so yea, believe in ourselves! (=

Choir! Today's prac was quite stiff again, as Miss Lim was angry.. Sad.. But I think we were quite ok la, didn't screw up most things. Need to remember all the details le. Concert this sunday! Hah!

And todae's concert was quite nice! Although we didn't feel good on stage but my friends who went to watch said that our songs were well done! And I got the video! Will youtube it some other day (=

"Okay the previous post was supposed to be about" Saturday "stuff lol."

We had secondary school's class gathering (4E'06) on Sunday. Alvin, Ming Yew, Jun Jie, Si Jin, Yifeng, Ma Xiao, Kelvin, Zhiwei, Zhi Hong and Mr Ang (lol) was there. Sadly Jack didn't come for paying using the leftover class fund. Haha. Wasn't exactly very fruitful though, as we were slacking all the way through. Pizza's nice though. Lol. Then we just chatted about crap.

Monday's choir was really cmi.. Miss Lim was pissed with our "unstructured" acappella group and didn't conduct us at all. She's a bit bad tempered la but well she's good, so can't blame her. She had high expectations of us mah.. So we must live up to the standard! Jiayou choir.. And I really felt bad about criticizing the J2s unintentionally on that day. Sorry Zhe Xi.

TUESDAY! CHOIR EXCO INTERVIEW!

Okay I wasn't exactly that high. When I entered the room I was super nervous la! Luckily only 1 teacher for me. =P Defeng immediately asked me some random question which I immediately identified as something wrong. Haha. So I just anyhow answer. Anyway I just smoked through the entire thing I think. Didn't think much for most of the questions. Joy is the most important thing! Lolz. Really pity those people who are super late. Especially Jianyi, I think he stayed until like 8pm. Oh man.

But overall I think it was okay. Defeng said I did quite well, and I did my best la. So we'll see what happens.

DDR!! zzz.

Okay the previous post was supposed to be about Monday stuff.

So fast, this week passed.. We had GP essay test on Wed, as usual, smoked my way through (= Wed's choir was alright, but our Jaakobin still sucked (well that song's.. not nice anyway).

Thursday we did loading for our Physics bridge. Our bridge was able to hold 88 times our bridge's weight (261g, able to hold 24.xkg). Not bad le la. (= But almost all the groups got 100%, so our bridge's considered not very good. >.<

Friday was investiture, slacked through the whole morning (investiture was from 8-10.30, then I slacked until 12.30 as my break starts at 11am -.-) But I studied 2 scores during the investiture kay! Didn't slack hor!

DDR on friday was nice. I passed Healing-D-Vision expert! Found out that it is actually an easy 10-footer. The stream is low (the 1st half of the song is like crap) and the voltage in the 360bpm part of the song is not that hard either (triplets). Trying to get an A for it during my next session. But well I tried Paranoia Survivor and ok.. Cannot make it.. Not used to the music and rhythm, and it's really hard to follow. AND YES I STILL CAN'T GO THROUGH THE JUMP PART OF Max 300 (SMMM).

Today I had core module, public speaking, or speaking with PANACHE. Well don't really care what PANACHE is but it was quite interesting at the end of the module. The first half was really boring.. >.< And today's choir wasn't good either, heard that choir got scolded in the morning because the sound can't make it.. And we haven't memorize all the scores yet. So by Monday must memorize! Gogogo!

EDIT: Oh ya yesterday was ELDDFS' production with seok. "Tiptoe through the tombstones". Was quite nice la. The plot is super pro! Oh my. And Zhengxun was really good in acting. Okay he's a male.. But well Melissa and Salima were good too! Really see the professionalism in them. (= Luckily Li-shan didn't watch XP Really couldn't have missed the production.

Bad bad chem spa.. Really screwed it up.. To think that I actually teared before choir. -.-

Today's choir was extremely rush.. Learned 4 songs in 1 day! And got to remember them say by sat. A bit possible -.- Try my best la. (=

Wow, it's been such a long time since I last updated. I can't recall what happened, it just went too fast. All I know is that our GPP is in danger, need to work on it! I need more ideas, seriously.

Choir was nice. CREDO CREDO! It's a super super super nice song okay! I totally melted into the song man! Oh my god. ~.~ And Kaktus is funny too! It's super cute hahaha.

Okay gotta do homework tomorrow (today). Weekend end so fast one >.<

GOLD WITH HONOURS!

Weehoo! HC Choir got gold with honours! Good job people! We did it! Yes we did! All our hard work did not go to waste! And must thank Miss Lim for her invaluable conducting! *clap clap* Miss Lim must be very happy, most of her choirs got gold with honours. (= Yeah now left concert. Gonna learn lots and lots of songs.

Yesterday I did half of econs tutorial ok! I'm not slacker type. (=

Today's choir was quite ok, except for the fact that Miss Lim was angry at the time we took to change. It was really quite time wasting. But we really were not informed of the ties and our hair. -.- She only said it for the girls. Never mind. We're approaching the target! Everyone jiayou! (=

I'm quite pissed just now, because of this stupid event called "ASEAN NIGHT" where all the scholars are _forced_ to go. And the point is, if you can't go, even with a _valid_ reason, you _still_ need to pay. How unreasonable! The reason given was that the event is organized for a lot of people so we need to pay to afford the fees. I'm not even going! Then still need to pay that stupid $6.50. Please, people, when you organize something, take note of whether a lot of people will be going. The organizing committee is just unreasonable.

Well.. Thursday was quite bad.. Our class is really having a bad bad reputation. And we made Miss Ouyang extremely affected. People, we really need to stop our baddoings.. It's really gonna hurt the people around us and even ourselves..

I wonder who the hell will look at this. So I just wasted 20 seconds typing the previous paragraph.

Mrs Tan is back for more econs nightmare! 1st day and renyang was punished to do a monopoly essay by next Monday! Oh my god. She's still as scary as ever, and the fact that she slimmed down doesn't do anything to it. Haha. The 2nd intakers should have seen how scary she is. XP

Went out for dinner with Yubai, Junyao, Li-shan, Zhong Wei, Zhikang and Joe. We ate at pastamania, and it's quite ex given the small serving. Zz. Shall not attempt to eat there anymore. Lol. AND OMGWTHBBQ there's _NO DDR_ in J8's arcade. That disappointed me soooo much. And I have to travel to Dhoby Ghaut for my weekly DDR session.

BuT. I'm really lucky to have played today. Still can't get any AAs though, losing my musicality. (same for choir -.-) However I passed Xepher Challenge! Got a B (which means something like borderline passes) The bad thing is I'm getting addicted to using bar for higher level songs. Ok I'm not saying that it's a bad thing but must try to pass it without bar. Else it's really not considered passing as Xepher is an easy 10 not named Sakura.

Zzz.. Going to do my econs tutorial now. See I so hardworking! Bleh xP

On my DDR trips these few days I have been meeting different types of people who played DDR with me. Haha. Quite cool, can ask them to don't fail, then I'll try the hard hard songs. =P

Anyway, Monday's choir practice wasn't good. It showed how we were not putting in enough effort because we could not do it at the start but we did it when the practice is ending. Sigh. Well went for lunch with the choir people after that and went back on MRT with Hewlett and Sis. (= Ok actually I went DDR-ing.

Tuesday was bad, tried my luck to try to watch Spidey 3 but well you know what'll happen. Went Plaza Singapura at 1 and tickets are sold out till 9.30. Hahaha. Nice.

And today's practice was good! Quite nice. Though I didn't sing for the most part of the combined choir, I felt that it was nice! The only thing that's lacking is the enjoyment; people, we must enjoy the music! (=

I'm actually quite sure that I got over the infatuation.. Well cannot be so sure la. Time will tell.