Choir, choir, crier

Argh I'm seriously screwed. No time to train my voice man. I don't know how to sing properly!!! And my confidence is like destroyed by the 'lectures' of Ms Lim. Now I rEALLy feel like quittin' choir le. Want to join the video editin' club.

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Wahh it's been so long since I last blogged here. It's been a week, really can't find time to blog hahaha. Anywayz, we have normal, if not 'less-exciting' lessons throughout the week.. Except for GP where we watch Royston Tan's '15' and laughed like lol. All the knnbccb stuff really funny.

This weekend's a busy one.. I woke up at 8.15am on Sat to find out that my phone's alarm clock killed me by messing up the time, making me late for choir orientation. Zzz. But well the orientation was a fun one! We had lots of games, includin' kissin' on the wall with lipsticks on to draw words, throwing water bombs, licking peanut butter with the opposite sex with only a piece of transparent paper between us and much more! Our group (pink) won the best group for 3 out of 7 games! So pro la! Haha.. We even danced fac dance to get bonus points LOL

In the afternoon went to Shaokai's house to celebrate his birthday.. Haha all the same people playing bridge/big2, and we played murderer, it's fun! (= Especially the dark version, Adriel was like squeezing hands of people beside him every 1 second?! Really thanks to Shaokai for the fun.

Saturday passed and woke up at 11am on Sunday.. Slacked a bit, fixed brother's p2p connection and then went for dramafeste' dance, then I went to watch the South-West CDC Vocal Consort's concert. They are really damn pro man! Totally owned our choir (lol) and the effects are nice.

There goes my weekends >.<

Today I went to sign the scholarship form, it's so lame la! I thought I need to do a lot of stuff then the officer came, signed and left = = And I'm quite lucky to have rushed back in time for Chemistry practical.

Now for the sad part - choir. Today Ms Lim was damn pissed.. Probably because the sectionals wasn't well done. She dismissed us early because she said we just anyhow sing, and no point practicing. Seriously lo. Teach me how to focus my sound la. Keep saying 'must be more focused' but HOW? Damn sian man. Really feel like quittin' choir now. I really don't know how to improve.. sobsob

Tomorrow's Econs test! Haven't really studied.. Guess I need to work on it. And still got tutorials la! ZzZzZ

I can't take it

I really can't take it anymore..
The workload's just too heavy..
Really need some time to adjust to it..
Choir.. Scholarship.. Dramafeste.. Fac Dance..
And I don't even have my own entertainment time.

AHH SOMEBODY HELP MAN

I need help on time management zzz
Really..
Sighsigh.

Didn't go for today's sectional practice..
Scared can't catch up..
And tomorrow got choir and dance crash somemore
Don't know which one to go.

Ahaha Sharon I just want to mention your name here

Well thats a joke.

And my money's flying out of my pocket real fast man.
Like $100 in 1 week? WTH
Still got so many stuff to pay for
All the stupid freaking lecture notes
Siao liao laaa

Today I damn random.
Hahaha.

Just saw this from LK's previous posts.
Think it may be useful.

我很在乎你，非常非常在乎你。可是你的眼里根本不可能会有我。世界上的所有男生你都有可能看见，就是不可能看到我。或许，我才是最幸运的，不必为了你受到任何伤害。但我也是最不幸的，因为你连受伤的机会都不给我。看着你的身影，我投降了。因为我发现，你的世界里容不下小小的一个我，而我的世界里却满满的都是你。或许，我根本不值得你的一眼。或许，我是应该忘记了。可是这些话，我好像一直以来都有跟自己说。。就是没有办法放弃你。。

Choir!

Japanese Game is so difficult la! We like used 1.5 hours to learn 4 pages only. (FYI Japanese Game is a song) And Miss Lim said the problem lies with the Tenor 2s, which includes me, wth. Guess I need to practice more.

Crap I'm gettin' busier and busier, with all the homeworks and activities (choir + dramafeste + fac dance + ...) HAHAHA I'M SO HAPPY!

And now for the depression part.

The way she smiles rocks my life.
I wish to go near her
To talk to her
To care for her
But..
Did you notice it's just a prank?

Funny thought

My MSN nick was "I can't stand the loneliness zzz"
And I saw Bryan's nick "Break my heart then"

Break my heart~

Now let me clarify this
I'm the freaking shortest guy in my class
Unless you don't know
Or you don't care
Or you didn't even notice

I'm failed.

EDIT: The digimon songs worked.

Why did I wake up so early?

To sharon: how do i?

Well I wanted to change my blogskin to some kind of blue musical style. But since peepx like the old skin shall change it back x)

Chatted with Rachel yesterday. Felt more relaxed I believe. Really can't lose a friend like you man.

edit at 8pm:

Went choir. Quite fun la. We learned Mother Sun.. Got to practice man.

Nothing to do now.
No life lorhz.
Can't even be happy even if I wished to.

The sux day of my life? >.<

Today a lot's happened.
Well not a lot.
At least I ignored most of them?

'Loner'?
Nope.
It was because
I can't really get into the fun.
I'm trying to learn bridge..
Well..
I don't really like card games
And thus I can't join in the fun.
It's like I'm excluded.
Don't know how to say.
Maybe I should take the initiative
But I thought that
Even if I did
There won't be a change.

It's like
My existence not recognized.
Well since I'm the minor in the class.

Sigh.
Don't know what to say leh.
Actually I can spill out a lot of facts for you.
I could have told you all why
I was a so-called 'loner' this afternoon.
But I chose not to.
Because lots of you will be laughing at my childishness?
I don't know.
Seriously need to clear up some stuff in my mind man.
Can't really manage things well

I can't keep giving myself chances anymore.
Keep saying I'm childish in my previous posts
But what's the use?
I've got to learn.
And with this hectic schedule
I really don't know what to do.

someone help
Arrgghh maybe give me a day or two

EDIT: just read junyao's blog.
I guess I'm not appreciating how wonderful my life is.
And I'm not overreacting.

07S69 my luv

Wooo long time never post. Just upgraded to Blogger beta for fun. Lol.

Anywayz.. War Games was quite fun (lol that's like last week) but we lost.. I heard we are backstabbed by some other faculties. Sad. Athena won. And well during the campfire night our fac item was like.. shiT? Luckily the flag rox.

I LOVE FAC DANCE! Danced like crazy until all my muscles ache. >.< But at least I'm able to keep up with the dance moves! The fac dance super cool la! Really lovvveeee it man!

1-2-1234
Who is the best of them all?
six-ty-nine
six-ty-nine
six-ty-nine
super six-nine
six-ty-nine
six-ty-nine
six-ty-nine
1-2-3
six-nine!

WOOO I LOVE SIXNINE!!! My class rox!! So fun~ Weeeeeeeeeee (非笔墨所能形容 thus I can't type anymore)

Gotta do Maths tutorial. HECK CARE PHYSICS LA xD

First & Second Day of Scholl

^^^^^^^^ READ, I TYPED WRONG = =

Anywayz the first two days were around the same, from 8am to around 12.45pm we were sitting in the auditorium listening to the people crapping about academic stuff.. It's like so damn long la. And I didn't dare to bring the mp3 players because I'm scared I will get caught (very unlikely).

Well I guess I need to cut my hair. The PC of Student Welfare said they're gonna conduct a hair check next week. But my brother said my hair won't be caught wor. Anything. Haha.

The orientation was quite fun though. I'm in OG34 which comprises of someone eligible to be my dance partner (well you get what I mean) hahaha. We played some ice breakers and today we played station games. The slippery slope was quite fun but I was all wet. I don't like the Blow Up! because I'm scared of explodin' balloons =P

And I'm surprised that Evelyn is a Malaysian! And lives in boarding school also! Haha! Must get to know her more. Haha.

Well that's about it. Good night~ OMG I FORGOT TO PUT SANDALS IN MY BAG