Its Sunday today, and a lot of ba-ad things have happened..

Thursday we had extra practice with Miss Lim, and it was so ba-ad. We just cannot produce the correct sound. God. I feel very, very bad.. And Friday adds to my ba-ad list with my Physics test getting 20/50 which is a fail. And a D in my Maths assignment doesn't help in any way. Crap I'm so damn stressed. Sorry guys, made you worry. Don't need to worry about me la, I'll be okay. (= I'm just kinda emo on Friday. You know I went to talk to the sun. But he doesn't understand what I mean. -.-

Saturday's prac was worse. Miss Lim got so da-am pissed. It's just bad, don't know how to describe. NJ beat us flat. Their sound is super pro. Sigh. Don't know what to do.

Went to DDR before fac outing that evening, and maybe being able to do half of MAX 300 cheers me up a bit. Nevertheless, I tried my best (and I did) to enjoy the faculty outing. It's quite nice la. But $18 is a bit.. Haha.

Today I spent half my day spamming my PI (I need to rechoose a topic), and Cherie's right. PW SUCKS! OMG IT REALLY SUCKS SO MUCH LA! ARGHH! Ok cool down Xian You. (= But at least I finished it, the next few days can concentrate on my Chemistry test.

Spidey 3 and PoC 3, anyone? Crap I don't have time to watch, gotta prepare well for SYF. And DDR ain't gonna kill me either. It's a good way to distress I suppose, since even my mum asked me to do that. Haha.

Choir's giving me periodic ups and downs
I'm quite sure I'm up to it I suppose
But well.
Just have to bear all the stuff happening in my class.
Someone help? Please?
Haha I know no one here. (=

Woohoo.

My physics teacher said that I got like 6/20 for section A of physics test.

What's the point of regretting now? I should have studied much earlier.

God. Better start studying for next Wednesday's chemistry test.

Well, my PI is not good to any extent. Received it back today, and it was quite crappy, as my ST's comments were mostly 'constructive'. Lol. Think I may want to change topic as the topic I am doing now (hip hop music) is a bit weird. Haha.

Today's choir practice was great! I got a lot out of it. (= It's just cool, our sound came back. But still needa strive more, else we will just go back to the same again. Go choir! Gold with Honours! Ya can do it! (=

Argh I'm like so damn stressed up, suddenly I have a lot of stuff to do.. Study for tests, revise homework (who the hell wants to? But my studies are really falling), choir practice.. Sigh.. I'll just hope that god gives me a chance to really catch some breath, and I've got to stop DDR-ing until the end of SYF. Yes I can do it.

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Today I suddenly feel loneliness.
The sudden surge just came up to me.
It's been a long time since I last felt that way.
The sudden feeling of not being able to join the discussion
Join the fun
I can't do anything but watch them being happy (=
But well. If it's better without me, so be it.
I'm willing to sacrifice for my friends.

Am I sounding a bit too emo.

I don't know what to say
I just wanna say that
I love my choir
More than my class
And I don't want to lose it
Argh.

I thought that my blogskin's a tad too girlish. Haha.

Saturday's practice was good. We were producing the correct sound (at least in my opinion) and I thought that we did well. Good job choir! (= But the DDR after that was bad, I failed Sakura heavy? wth. (I know I put 2x speed accident la and it makes it 600BPM. Hahaaa but really no reason to fail it.)

Sunday.. Stone until dunno what I'm doing. And I regretted so much for it, I can't do today's Physics test. It's time to reflect on what I've been doing. Sigh.

Sigh. Today's choir practice is virtually nothing. Really cannot make it. I don't know whether it's a wise decision but today I sang like mp for ff parts because my voice really cannot make it, and I really don't want to shout out the loud parts. And I can't get my sound light also. I'm like, dead ya know? I don't really know whether I'm escaping from the reality that I can't sing well or what, but really, I don't want to strain my voice. It's 'damage control', ya know?

My life
25% - Studies
25% - Choir
15% - DDR (yes I know it sounds childish)
15% - Miscellaneous stuff
20% - Time for emo and thinking about... ahem. =P (this is like pure crap)

Seriously. 20% on that is too much. But I just can't stop myself everytime I see [place object here].

Wow its been 1 week since I last blogged.

So.. What happened? Monday was Math lecture test, actually it's supposed to be quite ok, but I screwed up. Only got 20/35. >.< Must work harder to improve my Maths.

Tuesday and Wednesday got what ah? I forgot le. Oops. Haha.

Thursday had Physics SPA. Luckily last time Kai Xiang told me the question, else I think I might make some careless mistakes. Well actually it's quite do-able. Haha. (=

Yesterday and today we had group practice.. But I personally thought that it wasn't that effective. Quite scared about tomorrow's audition, because our sound IMO is not good. My dynamics is weak (in the sense that I still can't remember to do all of 'em) so must practice more. Sigh.

2 weeks to SYF! Go choir! Ya can do it! (=

----DDR section----

Thursday brought com to play with Jia Da, Denise and Si Jin. Si Jin really owned like a pro when changed to the o2jam keyboard style. Haha. But that's cheapskate! Lol. And Denise's really good. Haha. Jia Da off-form le lol.

Just asked friend to send me Hakura Kanata, and I'm surprised to find out that I got AA on the 1st try. Haha. Think I play too much liao lorhz.

Anyone want to try out my edited Sakura? I made it more fun to play. (I only passed it once -.-)

Went to DDR yesterday. My V is now quite stable, except for the fact that my doublestepping's still not good. Needa train more on my Xepher expert.. Quite scared that I'll fail it anytime.

Songs that I aim to pass (at least a B):
PARANOiA MAX (Dirty Mix)
Dead End
Healing Vision (Angelic Mix)
AA (think I can pass already actually, just that I never try before on the machine)

Saw someone did FELMO and HDVO, though he didn't pass (failed at the hardest part), but he's really good. especially when he full comboed the front part of the 2 songs.

为什么
每一次
听到不想听的东西
看到不想看的东西
心酸
心痛

Hey peepx, I understand that this blog is kind of dead at the moment (or actually these few weeks), but bear with me okay? I'm not in the right mood to blog these few days, been really busy with all the school stuff and choir.. And still got my own entertainment (DDR), lol.

Anyway here's a quick update on what's happened these few days.

Council elections - EDDIE LIM RONG NAN! WOOHOO. The elected Artemis councillors are all ok (as in they don't look like they are some bad guys). Quite surprised that Jian Nan went in though. No offence.

Choir - Quite fun these few practices, we started to improve a little bit. Just a little bit peepx, must improve more! (= Tenors split lesser already. HAHAHA. Li-n-ki-ni-se. But the auditions today were quite bad. My throat locked, can't really sing out. Maybe that's because my singing technique today is not right. Sigh.

Studies-wise, I seriously don't understand what's cost theory all about. OH MY GOD. Econs man. Luckily it's not like that for Maths and Chemistry, I can do most of the tutorial questions. We have been skipping Physics lectures for very very long now, so there's not much to talk about. Haha.

And these few weeks I've been emo-ing. STOP THINKING!! It's not right man. YOU'RE UNDERAGE BOY!

Choir.
I'm puzzled.
Am I really into it.